thanks for the well wishes from last night, everyone.
someone put it very well, that maybe last night...*that*...was really what i needed.
and i think i did. i've been so busy running through life lately. i haven't taken many minutes to just stop and cherish where i am.
i feel like i'm on this fine line of being happy where i am and wanting something new.
and i really need moments like last night, to show me that i need to just appreciate everything that i have during the moments that i have it. i can't worry about the future or the past, but i just need to treasure the now.
i'm not ready to fully insist that i don't need a night away with my husband...
but last night was a gentle reminder of how quickly the time will pass. and i want to thank all of you for helping me remember that.