trying to find the beauty in the everyday ...
in between the teeny leftover pile of macaroni and cheese ... a half eaten cucumber ... a plastic kids fork and the can of coke that i treated myself to (after having given up soda for a good two weeks, now.)
thinking about things and how they change things and leave me uncertain ...
thinking about the copier room i was in 10 years ago watching a tiny black and white screen while awful things happened ... thankful that jeremy wasn't flying that day and that i knew exactly where he was.
i felt really uncertain that day too.
there it is ... the beauty in the everyday bouquet of flowers from my mom and the girly girls. stella had no idea how much i love irises. my mom told her to grab a sunflower for me.
beauty. in between the mac and cheese and the uncertainty.